i dont know what interested me into this field of poetry....considered by some a very borin form of expression....but its
meaning carries lot of understandin.......
here is one of my poems...
I am lonely
Silence prevails
I shout, scream till I am howling for water
But my voice is trapped and the words reside in my mouth
I avoid more pressure but for me it is an uninvited guest
Anguish is ruling my life.....
Happiness, for me is unreachable
Triumph to sadness
Pain celebrates
My sensitivity aches as if stabbed
The room remains silent........
My heart bleeds incessantly but there is no heal.
I am on a line of conclusion where there is no second commencing
I am lonely and I need help
I am lost into such a dense forest that finding me is unattainable
Please take me out of this brain blackout
A coma is what I am going through where I can’t rule my own soul
I am stuck into a night with no stars or a day with no sun
I wonder......do I deserve this??? Am I the same person that I was before?
Who is my enemy? Or I in truth don’t have one
Is this just my own accepted wisdom?
Is this my mistake which has put me into such a mental situation that I feel vulnerable all the time??
Do I really need counselling?
No I essentially don’t
I need someone just to tell me that this is my own cooked up net
It has a notch but I am blind towards it
I need to get out of this and my tool is self confidence, self trust and love
They will surely have the supremacy to cut the net into pieces
I have to believe..... In myself
And I am proud of you my friend who showed me the way out into the world of truth or I would have died unnoticed.
